09-28-2014, 08:12 PM
DAY 91!!
I guess I will start where I left off last time. I didn't bang that girl. I couldn't do it after hanging out with her for a while her vibration isin't high enough. I'm down with one nighters and friends with benefits but they at least have to bring some positivity into my life and/or be a predominantly positive or accomplished person. Broke bitches cannot get me. I still want to help this person though.
My standards have raised with women.
So this is huge.. I feel I've FINALLY overcome my pornography addiction/habit! I've practiced semen retention to the best of my ability for a long time and have struggled to quit porn for at least the last year I've been trying. I stopped technically watching porn for at least a few months now but I would still watch like twerking videos and softcore shit on youtube. Today I am on the 8th day of absolutely no arousal addiction type activities. I've NEVER gone this far without taking a peak at something inappropriate of some sort. It feels so incredibly good to be doing this. I know I've changed and the thoughts that use to plague me into urges of porn are very weak now. They are easily ignorable. My brain is rebooting if anyone knows anything about how porn effects the brain or nofap. It's awesome. This DEFINITELY a manifestation of this programs objectives of:
-Doing the right thing
-Self Control
-Self Discipline
-Accepting responsibility for yourself
-Self Respect (also in the fact that I didn't have sex with my friend when I easily could have)
-Being a good person
-Feeling good about yourself
Since I am a new person I have completely Overcome Guilt Shame and Fear associated with my past habits.
What else is new.. my laptop of 5 years finally died. So I will have enough money to buy a nice new one tomorrow, could be a sign of new beginnings
That may be all I have to report for now. stay tuned and thank you
I guess I will start where I left off last time. I didn't bang that girl. I couldn't do it after hanging out with her for a while her vibration isin't high enough. I'm down with one nighters and friends with benefits but they at least have to bring some positivity into my life and/or be a predominantly positive or accomplished person. Broke bitches cannot get me. I still want to help this person though.
My standards have raised with women.
So this is huge.. I feel I've FINALLY overcome my pornography addiction/habit! I've practiced semen retention to the best of my ability for a long time and have struggled to quit porn for at least the last year I've been trying. I stopped technically watching porn for at least a few months now but I would still watch like twerking videos and softcore shit on youtube. Today I am on the 8th day of absolutely no arousal addiction type activities. I've NEVER gone this far without taking a peak at something inappropriate of some sort. It feels so incredibly good to be doing this. I know I've changed and the thoughts that use to plague me into urges of porn are very weak now. They are easily ignorable. My brain is rebooting if anyone knows anything about how porn effects the brain or nofap. It's awesome. This DEFINITELY a manifestation of this programs objectives of:
-Doing the right thing
-Self Control
-Self Discipline
-Accepting responsibility for yourself
-Self Respect (also in the fact that I didn't have sex with my friend when I easily could have)
-Being a good person
-Feeling good about yourself
Since I am a new person I have completely Overcome Guilt Shame and Fear associated with my past habits.
What else is new.. my laptop of 5 years finally died. So I will have enough money to buy a nice new one tomorrow, could be a sign of new beginnings
That may be all I have to report for now. stay tuned and thank you
