09-21-2014, 04:17 AM
This night I had a pretty intense dream about a particular girl. I wanted to leave the town but she didn't want I leave because she liked me and I knew I was important to her. But because of the situation I got with her I decided to leave. I wrote a brief letter where I told her that I really like her and she is important for me, too, but under this circumstances I had to leave. While leaving the town two dogs joined me. They want I lead them but they even wanted me to feel better in this situation. Don't know how to interpret the dogs in the dream, because dogs don't have a special meaning to me. But anyway, it was so intense that I was already crying before I woke up.
After the dream I also realized that I don't want to play some manipulative pua games with women (much of the stuff is just manipulative), I want something real with women. And with something real I don't mean falling in love or becoming exclusive. I wanna have a deeper connection and enjoy the time with them, no matter what we are doing. It also doesn't men I don't want sex anymore, but it's not the only thing I got in mind. It's impressive because it is just day 10 of the first stage and actually I feel like I am growing on steroids.
After the dream I also realized that I don't want to play some manipulative pua games with women (much of the stuff is just manipulative), I want something real with women. And with something real I don't mean falling in love or becoming exclusive. I wanna have a deeper connection and enjoy the time with them, no matter what we are doing. It also doesn't men I don't want sex anymore, but it's not the only thing I got in mind. It's impressive because it is just day 10 of the first stage and actually I feel like I am growing on steroids.
