09-14-2014, 04:59 PM
Almost half way done with stage 6
the most difficult stage so far.
way more in charge of myself and my life
my physical body language change is immense..
I feel like there is armor on me, and anything that feels like disrespect
not tolerated...I perceive disrespect much more as non-acknowledgement or
ignoring from others, I can handle confrontation but non-acknowledgement still drives me crazy...
I have had patches of anxiety around 'always' losing out to other men, in life and with the woman I like, and this jealousy/anxiety has led to the manifestation of those circumstance on occasion it seems. I wonder if this is the extrication process of that prior jealosy/anxiety or something territorial I am noticing due to Alpha Set.
I've been going out solo twice a week and have noticed I can have a great time socially but it is difficult to push myself with 'intention', if I don't really like the chick, I disqualify her quickly, quicker then I'd like to actually...
I also got natural seduction 5g the same day I downloaded tinder. I listened to it for an hour a night, especially before meeting up with woman. I went on three first dates with woman I essentially didn't know...2 ended in sex, and one in a kiss, all were very enjoyable actual dates though. I listened to natural seduction for an hour before going out one night..it was a bit of a miss though...a was in a pretty good state, but wasn't relating like a man to a woman, with woman, more self amusing jackass.
the most difficult stage so far.
way more in charge of myself and my life
my physical body language change is immense..
I feel like there is armor on me, and anything that feels like disrespect
not tolerated...I perceive disrespect much more as non-acknowledgement or
ignoring from others, I can handle confrontation but non-acknowledgement still drives me crazy...
I have had patches of anxiety around 'always' losing out to other men, in life and with the woman I like, and this jealousy/anxiety has led to the manifestation of those circumstance on occasion it seems. I wonder if this is the extrication process of that prior jealosy/anxiety or something territorial I am noticing due to Alpha Set.
I've been going out solo twice a week and have noticed I can have a great time socially but it is difficult to push myself with 'intention', if I don't really like the chick, I disqualify her quickly, quicker then I'd like to actually...
I also got natural seduction 5g the same day I downloaded tinder. I listened to it for an hour a night, especially before meeting up with woman. I went on three first dates with woman I essentially didn't know...2 ended in sex, and one in a kiss, all were very enjoyable actual dates though. I listened to natural seduction for an hour before going out one night..it was a bit of a miss though...a was in a pretty good state, but wasn't relating like a man to a woman, with woman, more self amusing jackass.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
