Elusive's BAMM Journal

[Elusive]

I had plan on writing here more often, but so far, my journaling skills are low. It's been awhile. I feel, that not much has happened, yet everything is different.

I'm currently in the middle of stage 10, and so far the journey have been the most horrible, fascinating and beautiful ever. I see dots connecting when looking backwards. "Fear" of some food are one that I noticed the most. Things I previously avoided I now devour with a mild surprise.
I have experienced high amounts of chaos and stress, I felt like I was burning out once or twice during the final term of my latest education. Recovered nicely during the summer.

These sublime subliminals are subtle. The Naturalizer are sort of annoying in it's effectiveness. It makes progress sneak up on me, and when I look back, I realize that my past choices and actions doesn't make much sense to the present me.

I used to identify myself as a gamer, but nowadays I rarely play anything. The urge to play games has been replaced by a thirst for knowledge and new skills. I now find my current reading speed somewhat limiting.

I might have focused on the wrong things, but this Optimus Engine, it doesn't feel very obvious.
Would it be more obvious with more Leverage and Momentum?

That's it for now.