09-02-2014, 02:20 PM
Day 2
Okay, today was quite interesting I must say. I had about 18 hours of exposure today. Although I still have no prove there is more to it than simple placebo effect there surely is something to those subliminals. Hopefully next weeks will only prove this right. Anyway, these are my observations.
First thing of note happened soon after waking up during morning toilet. It wasn't something I've done but rather what I've thought: my ex I thought I let go of half a year ago. It was almost as if my subconscious was telling me where the problem lies and it resurfaced the issue to help let go of it completely this time. Does it make sense? Thankfully it wasn't of any consequence and nothing reminded me of her for the rest of the day.
Another strange thing is that I've rediscovered educational website I visited last time in June. It's not much of a surprise because I'm into this sort of thing, but timing and amount of time I spent there instead of doing other things is quite interesting for me. Especially since I didn't plan to do it yesterday.
Another out of character behavior for me was that I've deleted someone from my friends list on Facebook after their stupid post. This was person without consequence for me, but I'd always just ignore them from now on, not delete them entirely. I guess this is the part about not seeking approval kicking in.
Also overall I seemed to be more optimistic and kind today. It was easier for me to talk with my parents (something I have problems with sometimes). I've had some dreams at night and during my nap, but nothing special.
Okay, today was quite interesting I must say. I had about 18 hours of exposure today. Although I still have no prove there is more to it than simple placebo effect there surely is something to those subliminals. Hopefully next weeks will only prove this right. Anyway, these are my observations.
First thing of note happened soon after waking up during morning toilet. It wasn't something I've done but rather what I've thought: my ex I thought I let go of half a year ago. It was almost as if my subconscious was telling me where the problem lies and it resurfaced the issue to help let go of it completely this time. Does it make sense? Thankfully it wasn't of any consequence and nothing reminded me of her for the rest of the day.
Another strange thing is that I've rediscovered educational website I visited last time in June. It's not much of a surprise because I'm into this sort of thing, but timing and amount of time I spent there instead of doing other things is quite interesting for me. Especially since I didn't plan to do it yesterday.
Another out of character behavior for me was that I've deleted someone from my friends list on Facebook after their stupid post. This was person without consequence for me, but I'd always just ignore them from now on, not delete them entirely. I guess this is the part about not seeking approval kicking in.
Also overall I seemed to be more optimistic and kind today. It was easier for me to talk with my parents (something I have problems with sometimes). I've had some dreams at night and during my nap, but nothing special.
