09-01-2014, 10:27 PM
Stage 3 Summary:
In the beginning of this stage I had become more careless of chicks, and not so approval seeking. Then I didn't see effects at all until the very end of the stage. It hit me, I suddenly became much more attentive and aware of myself of how I respond to people whether in the form of communication, body language and noticed I'm alot more calm and collective in what I say or how people respond to me. I don't worry or panic as much about certain things or laugh them off as an insecurity, now I genuinely laugh at things, genuinely say things, and it's given me the power to say what's on my mind because I don't have to make up a lie to cover myself when someone try's blame me for something or put me down. Truth has conquered the need to lie to get me out of trouble or to get me something I want. People tell me, especially my family, "You have to be more of a devil, and manipulative" and you can get what you want, however I told them, actually I don't fear the truth, it's more better to tell the truth then to lie and manipulate someone. I mean sure, there is people out there that have jobs because they are manipulative and can lie, and get what they want, however AM5 has allowed me to be more creative and good with my words while telling the truth and getting what I want.
I'm also talking again with this one chick I was going to have for casual sex but I think me and here communicate pretty well and might make her my gf, we'll see if I like her. As you can see, I'm the one making these kind of decisions, being more alpha allows me to be confident in saying that I can leave her if we don't match, or friendzone her. Instead of the other way around, where girls usually make the decision if they friendzone a guy, I've learnt, no girl really wants to friendzone a guy, the guy puts himself in that position. Since I know that, I know what words or how I should be with chicks if I want to date them or friendzone them, it's awesome.
I'm starting school tomorrow, first day of Business in College and I'm excited, I'm going to restart "Maximum learning speed" sub but the amount of exhaustion I have felt in stage 3 is crazy, I get crazy tired around the evening and fall asleep sometimes and when I try to wake up I'm so exhausted and tired. However I've heard people saying stage 2 and 3 does that, and it fades, so luckily I'm starting stage 4 tonight.
In the beginning of this stage I had become more careless of chicks, and not so approval seeking. Then I didn't see effects at all until the very end of the stage. It hit me, I suddenly became much more attentive and aware of myself of how I respond to people whether in the form of communication, body language and noticed I'm alot more calm and collective in what I say or how people respond to me. I don't worry or panic as much about certain things or laugh them off as an insecurity, now I genuinely laugh at things, genuinely say things, and it's given me the power to say what's on my mind because I don't have to make up a lie to cover myself when someone try's blame me for something or put me down. Truth has conquered the need to lie to get me out of trouble or to get me something I want. People tell me, especially my family, "You have to be more of a devil, and manipulative" and you can get what you want, however I told them, actually I don't fear the truth, it's more better to tell the truth then to lie and manipulate someone. I mean sure, there is people out there that have jobs because they are manipulative and can lie, and get what they want, however AM5 has allowed me to be more creative and good with my words while telling the truth and getting what I want.
I'm also talking again with this one chick I was going to have for casual sex but I think me and here communicate pretty well and might make her my gf, we'll see if I like her. As you can see, I'm the one making these kind of decisions, being more alpha allows me to be confident in saying that I can leave her if we don't match, or friendzone her. Instead of the other way around, where girls usually make the decision if they friendzone a guy, I've learnt, no girl really wants to friendzone a guy, the guy puts himself in that position. Since I know that, I know what words or how I should be with chicks if I want to date them or friendzone them, it's awesome.
I'm starting school tomorrow, first day of Business in College and I'm excited, I'm going to restart "Maximum learning speed" sub but the amount of exhaustion I have felt in stage 3 is crazy, I get crazy tired around the evening and fall asleep sometimes and when I try to wake up I'm so exhausted and tired. However I've heard people saying stage 2 and 3 does that, and it fades, so luckily I'm starting stage 4 tonight.