08-28-2014, 05:10 PM
No matter how many things I get into, no matter how many books I read I always feel hopeless. Either through fear or something. I can read something and yet not implement it due to fear of something. I have always felt lost these 3 years of high school always getting attached to one girl after another and yet not have the balls to do anything. When I do something it goes bad. I know and read that a person shouldn't let the opposite gender be the entire focus of their lives but im starting to question every major decision in my life. Blaming others wont help either.
