08-07-2014, 08:46 AM
Common theme in dreams lately, e.g. last nights dream was about opening business with an ex of mine. While we were on trip to find clients, we had lots of sex in all kinds of places.
The common theme is not the sex so much but the fact that it's all about women I knew and that I like and trust. It's great to remember some of them.
This weaves into a conscious theme I was pondering lately: The women I got away with were not the usual type, where you try to impress and make an ass of yourself ( which I pretty much did my whole youth, which gave me a bad self image, which was a lie ). The women I got away, were those, which I instantly liked, felt at home and ease with, and did not put the pressure on me to impress them. It was not necessary. All happened in a natural way and one thing lead to the other. Everything was ok.
The common theme is not the sex so much but the fact that it's all about women I knew and that I like and trust. It's great to remember some of them.
This weaves into a conscious theme I was pondering lately: The women I got away with were not the usual type, where you try to impress and make an ass of yourself ( which I pretty much did my whole youth, which gave me a bad self image, which was a lie ). The women I got away, were those, which I instantly liked, felt at home and ease with, and did not put the pressure on me to impress them. It was not necessary. All happened in a natural way and one thing lead to the other. Everything was ok.
Focus and push through. (Uncle B)
