08-02-2014, 02:45 PM
A couple weeks into stage 5,
Stage 5 got really hard at the beginning at certain points.
A lot of resistance...old insecurities coming up
...a lot of self criticism with where I should be in life and I'm not
Things have cleared up and as of now changes I noticed
1. Without being overbearing-I just never stop working, reading, or doing something
than in some express/specific way moves my life forward or towards what I want.
It's not just motivation-its like taking action is the only choice, a full autopilot habit.
2. Being around woman, even one's I am very attracted to, feels very natural, my status feels secure and everything about myself feels bulletproof and imperturbable in relationship
to whatever they do.
3. I'm assertively standing up for what I want, what I believe in, what I care about more often
4. I find myself leading more, telling guys what to do, not in a bossy way, just taking control of indecisiveness.
5. I'm telling people, especially woman, 'the truth', if there being out of line or even stupid.
I'll see about the other stuff
Stage 5 got really hard at the beginning at certain points.
A lot of resistance...old insecurities coming up
...a lot of self criticism with where I should be in life and I'm not
Things have cleared up and as of now changes I noticed
1. Without being overbearing-I just never stop working, reading, or doing something
than in some express/specific way moves my life forward or towards what I want.
It's not just motivation-its like taking action is the only choice, a full autopilot habit.
2. Being around woman, even one's I am very attracted to, feels very natural, my status feels secure and everything about myself feels bulletproof and imperturbable in relationship
to whatever they do.
3. I'm assertively standing up for what I want, what I believe in, what I care about more often
4. I find myself leading more, telling guys what to do, not in a bossy way, just taking control of indecisiveness.
5. I'm telling people, especially woman, 'the truth', if there being out of line or even stupid.
I'll see about the other stuff
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
