12-12-2010, 10:20 PM
its been a week and one day into stage 3... not sure but i feel different like i could care less about anything or anyone...
i was supposed to go drinking with a friend this weekend before i left for Denver (which i leave next Sunday) i told him ill have a drink just 1 because i need to save my money for my trip. He went into full on D*** mode and told me off saying i was using it as an excuse i told him off saying ill say what ever they hell i want to say so as for him to know im not getting drunk and wasting money if he wants to hang to stop trying to be my parent. I know he is mad at me because when Saturday came i didn't pick up his calls or text and i refused to hang out with some one who dose not treat me with respect.
I must be on a down swing because i keep feeling negativity and resistance. but i know when im on the upswing it will be great again.
i was supposed to go drinking with a friend this weekend before i left for Denver (which i leave next Sunday) i told him ill have a drink just 1 because i need to save my money for my trip. He went into full on D*** mode and told me off saying i was using it as an excuse i told him off saying ill say what ever they hell i want to say so as for him to know im not getting drunk and wasting money if he wants to hang to stop trying to be my parent. I know he is mad at me because when Saturday came i didn't pick up his calls or text and i refused to hang out with some one who dose not treat me with respect.
I must be on a down swing because i keep feeling negativity and resistance. but i know when im on the upswing it will be great again.
