Stage 2, Day 12
I seem to have broken through a significant amount of GSF last night. My fear of the world not being safe for an Alpha has gone down drastically, and its something I've been struggling with as I moved to changed.
Other than that there has been a lot of self acceptance and great changes in body language.
Edit: I also must add that either my sexual stamina is up, or my self control is up. I spent a whole hour edging last night and came only when I absolutely felt like it. It's awesome.
My resistance to doing what needs to be done is also fading away. I used to experience what felt like agony when I had to force myself to work, now I feel good about my work or feel nothing. Awesome
I seem to have broken through a significant amount of GSF last night. My fear of the world not being safe for an Alpha has gone down drastically, and its something I've been struggling with as I moved to changed.
Other than that there has been a lot of self acceptance and great changes in body language.
Edit: I also must add that either my sexual stamina is up, or my self control is up. I spent a whole hour edging last night and came only when I absolutely felt like it. It's awesome.
My resistance to doing what needs to be done is also fading away. I used to experience what felt like agony when I had to force myself to work, now I feel good about my work or feel nothing. Awesome
