12-02-2010, 03:22 PM
Hey so just dropping in
I'm about 3 weeks into stage 2
and in general the awesomeness
of it trumps the difficulty.
The difficulty is a ridiculous resurgence of
neediness and nervousness, I'm over it now
and in general I am just way stronger,
way more confident, def. more in touch with my emotions
I feel like while I am solid and more 'unreactive' I am also redirecting others energies back into
them-I can't really explain it. I am much more unabashedly myself and value myself even if I am
have stuff to show that's not that pretty or having a dark day. when I actually get myself to be social I hit it off really well but it took a lot for me to engage, now I am getting MUCH more social.
I am doing Alpha by itself but the response from women is great, its totally different than before, now its like I am just being happy doing me and there totally into it. I'm still have resistance coming up towards going after what I want but its MUCH less than when I started this program. Again I find my old self unrecognizable compared to now-10-12 more days until stage 3rd-cant wait!
I'm about 3 weeks into stage 2
and in general the awesomeness
of it trumps the difficulty.
The difficulty is a ridiculous resurgence of
neediness and nervousness, I'm over it now
and in general I am just way stronger,
way more confident, def. more in touch with my emotions
I feel like while I am solid and more 'unreactive' I am also redirecting others energies back into
them-I can't really explain it. I am much more unabashedly myself and value myself even if I am
have stuff to show that's not that pretty or having a dark day. when I actually get myself to be social I hit it off really well but it took a lot for me to engage, now I am getting MUCH more social.
I am doing Alpha by itself but the response from women is great, its totally different than before, now its like I am just being happy doing me and there totally into it. I'm still have resistance coming up towards going after what I want but its MUCH less than when I started this program. Again I find my old self unrecognizable compared to now-10-12 more days until stage 3rd-cant wait!
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
