06-20-2014, 07:09 AM
Stage 6, Day 10,
Mid morning yesterday I could feel that I shifted over to the AM core programming stage. Pure self reliance, irritated with people's bs, but more refined than the first time around. Went out for my work friend's birthday. One of the guys kept trying to get me to go around the room and talk to girls, but I would have none of that as I was there for my friend. Not typical at all. It was a great feeling to not get that itch for a girl or a neediness that was ever present in the past. Just content in my space (but I better have lots of it lol). NOW stage 6 is shaping up to what everyone promised. So excited!
Mid morning yesterday I could feel that I shifted over to the AM core programming stage. Pure self reliance, irritated with people's bs, but more refined than the first time around. Went out for my work friend's birthday. One of the guys kept trying to get me to go around the room and talk to girls, but I would have none of that as I was there for my friend. Not typical at all. It was a great feeling to not get that itch for a girl or a neediness that was ever present in the past. Just content in my space (but I better have lots of it lol). NOW stage 6 is shaping up to what everyone promised. So excited!
