06-02-2014, 06:17 AM
Tonight I'll begin with the 4th stage of AM6
But before, I've to write what happened with the 3rd stage:
Last week and a half I had a lot of work so the socialization was reduced. However there were a party and a spree to which I went. In these events I was relaxed, my social anxiety had gone, my old friends to whom I haven't seen in a long time, told me that I was more confindent in myself, I didn't care if at some times I was alone in the party or in the spree. The neediness has reduced considerably.
In general, it was a difficult month but it wasn't because of AM6 St 3. At the beginning of the month, the sub was making really good changes in my way of thinking and acting. But some events occurred and the weeks became very very very difficult for me. Fortunately all is well, but my self-esteem and confidence decreased because of that. Sometimes crisis are necessary to realize what things we're doing wrong.
Now with the 4th stage the challenge is to gain self-esteem and self-confidence, more than I had before the 3rd stage. This is the time when I'll have more free time to invest in myself. We'll see what happens during June.
But before, I've to write what happened with the 3rd stage:
Last week and a half I had a lot of work so the socialization was reduced. However there were a party and a spree to which I went. In these events I was relaxed, my social anxiety had gone, my old friends to whom I haven't seen in a long time, told me that I was more confindent in myself, I didn't care if at some times I was alone in the party or in the spree. The neediness has reduced considerably.
In general, it was a difficult month but it wasn't because of AM6 St 3. At the beginning of the month, the sub was making really good changes in my way of thinking and acting. But some events occurred and the weeks became very very very difficult for me. Fortunately all is well, but my self-esteem and confidence decreased because of that. Sometimes crisis are necessary to realize what things we're doing wrong.
Now with the 4th stage the challenge is to gain self-esteem and self-confidence, more than I had before the 3rd stage. This is the time when I'll have more free time to invest in myself. We'll see what happens during June.
