Artemis does AM6

[Artemis]

I'm stuck the weekend at home with my religious parents and I can say it really su*** hard. It's paradoxical thing to be forced to stay in his room just because your parents are so limited. And in the same time they think you are the problem.
I hope you find a Job to become fully independent

Thank you. I hope you find a way out as well.

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I have to add another 2 days to this run of stage 1 because of Friday and Saturday that I spent with my friends.

I'm very grateful to Natural Grounding for showing me what the real nature of woman are but I can't say I'm going to continue grounding very often. One is that Shannon has said that it conflicts with the goals of AM6 and two is that I see it as unnecessary.

I've been watching a lot of 007 movies (hence my avatar ) and I see that every iteration of James has that natural polarity that women seek so much. Because I've done enough grounding in the past I notice his energy a lot more, and the energy of the women around him. I know I have that energy too and when I'm running in my peak states I really just ooze it. When I become very centered in my reality and relaxed I see the same effects I get from Natural Grounding almost instantly. I'm convinced attraction has everything to do with having a true masculine presence and that can be achieved with or without Natural Grounding. I'm not sure myself how I activate it, but I do know when it's working. It's hard to describe.

I've noticed when I'm left alone I start to get into this state. It quickly goes away though when others notice. Like today I felt really masculine and my mom and sister were hovering around me and talking to me. When I noticed that they were possibly being attracted to my masculinity (not sexually of course) I got anxious about maintaining it and quickly left that state and they both just lost a bunch of interest in me. This happens with girls too and it's something I'll need to get over.

Lately I've been tapping on my father and my relation to him. I don't speak to my dad very much and I've been basically raised by my mother, which explains a lot of my behavior around women and my inability to stand up for myself. Since I didn't have a dad I subconsciously rebelled against all things that were masculine and this has greatly held me back, and I don't want it to affect me being an alpha male. I mean to date my role models of being a man are Homer Simpson and Fry from Futurama. Not the most masculine people to associate with, nor the healthiest. I really looked up to those guys when I was a kid though, and I thought being funny and a loser was cool.

I've also began to notice that I'm not disgusted by sex as much as I was before. I've accepted that even my mother likes my masculine energy, and that's OK. It's nothing sexual at all, but just the way people are wired to behave. In the past I stopped Natural Grounding and being masculine because I had a fear that I may attract unwarranted attention from women. This is actually a really big fear of mine and it's kind of amusing to look at because women really didn't pay attention to me at all when I formed it.

Another effect that I've noticed with AM6 is that I'm now very attracted to masculine things. Not sexually, but I now admire having large muscles, which I didn't like at all before I started. I always thought having large muscles was disgusting, and that you should aim to look like you worked out, but not very heavily, if you get what I mean.

I wanted to be like Ottermode in this picture.



After listening to AM6 I wouldn't mind having an athletic build now. I've also watched about four James Bond movies in the past week, before I stuck to cartoons and music videos. Just something interesting I wanted to share.