hmm a week into stage 2 tomorrow not sure what this stage is supposed to do or how others felt i have woken up with slight negative thoughts but they fade fast.
i do notice when im in crowded stores my social anxiety seemed to have flipped instead of being shy and timid it feels like im soaking in the energy of the people and then projecting it i have all sorts of people looking at me. or stopping to let me walk through small areas. or even just saying hi. like i was V.I.P or something
I had walked past this girl and locked eyes with her and i notice on her mouth a slight frown like she was thinking she didn't have a chance with me she didn't seem sad before we locked eyes.. Where i think the first stage gave a boost to the other subs i think this stage isn't or i just got used to it? well we shall see what i notice in this next week of listening
i do notice when im in crowded stores my social anxiety seemed to have flipped instead of being shy and timid it feels like im soaking in the energy of the people and then projecting it i have all sorts of people looking at me. or stopping to let me walk through small areas. or even just saying hi. like i was V.I.P or something
I had walked past this girl and locked eyes with her and i notice on her mouth a slight frown like she was thinking she didn't have a chance with me she didn't seem sad before we locked eyes.. Where i think the first stage gave a boost to the other subs i think this stage isn't or i just got used to it? well we shall see what i notice in this next week of listening
