hey jonathan, my sex drive was very different from stage to stage the highest and best performance i had with stage 3. the sex drive and inner urge felt different from stage to stage so its hard to describe but i could fuck everytime i want even if i thought this wont work i still could get an erection and fuck the shit out of her....also on sm nothing felt sick enough if it turned me on 
update: feel good social anxiety decreased, i am much more open and calm, i make fun with poeple ask them random questions and my hate against humanity i had with sm decreased, also a funny thing random poeple are saying hi to me or thinking they know me some even ask me if they know me from the tv... flirting feels much easier and not so much focused on the outcome, women tell me that i am cocky but they laugh about it too i enjoy talking to poeple much more. also i notice the fearless programming kicking in i am much more bold and doing things that used to scare me in the past...
update: feel good social anxiety decreased, i am much more open and calm, i make fun with poeple ask them random questions and my hate against humanity i had with sm decreased, also a funny thing random poeple are saying hi to me or thinking they know me some even ask me if they know me from the tv... flirting feels much easier and not so much focused on the outcome, women tell me that i am cocky but they laugh about it too i enjoy talking to poeple much more. also i notice the fearless programming kicking in i am much more bold and doing things that used to scare me in the past...
