11-01-2010, 11:40 AM
I am going to go one more week stage one
cause I missed a few days when I went back to home coming
for college and I only got 5 hours of listening in some other nights
but as of now I am on a huge up-wave
the neediness dissipated and like I predicted I feel
more relaxed and indifferent in a great way. I am working
on projects I could never get myself to work on because I didn't
feel I had the personal qualifications to back it up but whats matters
now is getting it done more than anything else.
I feel really strong internally and more in control than ever
I care much less about socializing but when I do it is way easier and I find myself
more distinct but connecting way better as well as leading. I am taking more initiative,
MUCH more socially assertive, and with woman they
are responding in very natural feminine ways and I am not trying to stay in convo
at all. I am all around just generally feeling like a cool guy, I can def feel some imbalances
which can make for a sense of stalling out in my life or being a little off beat socially cause I am so just doing my owning thing, the former seems to work itself out and the later seems to be respectfully acknowledged rather than perceived as ackward
cause I missed a few days when I went back to home coming
for college and I only got 5 hours of listening in some other nights
but as of now I am on a huge up-wave
the neediness dissipated and like I predicted I feel
more relaxed and indifferent in a great way. I am working
on projects I could never get myself to work on because I didn't
feel I had the personal qualifications to back it up but whats matters
now is getting it done more than anything else.
I feel really strong internally and more in control than ever
I care much less about socializing but when I do it is way easier and I find myself
more distinct but connecting way better as well as leading. I am taking more initiative,
MUCH more socially assertive, and with woman they
are responding in very natural feminine ways and I am not trying to stay in convo
at all. I am all around just generally feeling like a cool guy, I can def feel some imbalances
which can make for a sense of stalling out in my life or being a little off beat socially cause I am so just doing my owning thing, the former seems to work itself out and the later seems to be respectfully acknowledged rather than perceived as ackward
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
