BAMM 2.0 Stage 1 day 21
I started BAMM finally.Listening to it for 24 days now.I had in the first days feelings similar to Ultra success,starting for think and referring to myself and a multimillionaire and seeing myself getting large amounts of money.
It seems to improve my ability to do things better in some things and some limitations I had seem to fade away.
I had an inspiration to sell something of an investment I made prior and than reinvest it in something that that could possibly result in a rather small but cute passive income.
It seems I am for motivated and disciplined to get my to do things list done.
Also thinking more clearly and my intuition gives me signs to go and deal with some things and I go to deal with them.
Stage 1 is hard for me.Feels like hitting bottom, like I am being torn from
the inside facing everything I have been trying not to deal with.
Feeling very lonely,emotionally needy and vulnerable,I haven't been this way for a long time.Lots of negativity and self esteem issues also coming up.I broke down a few times and cried.Hard to deal with it sometimes.
At the same time I am determined to face it all and not stop while some other part in my mind wants to stop it and think that running AM6.0 or FYPJ will make it easier to deal with it later or FYPL which is lucky since if Shannon would have released it in 5G I would have using that now.It's still tempting to run it in 4G considering the time BAMM takes.
Felt really afraid the last few days.Really strong physical feelings in my body.
I started BAMM finally.Listening to it for 24 days now.I had in the first days feelings similar to Ultra success,starting for think and referring to myself and a multimillionaire and seeing myself getting large amounts of money.
It seems to improve my ability to do things better in some things and some limitations I had seem to fade away.
I had an inspiration to sell something of an investment I made prior and than reinvest it in something that that could possibly result in a rather small but cute passive income.
It seems I am for motivated and disciplined to get my to do things list done.
Also thinking more clearly and my intuition gives me signs to go and deal with some things and I go to deal with them.
Stage 1 is hard for me.Feels like hitting bottom, like I am being torn from
the inside facing everything I have been trying not to deal with.
Feeling very lonely,emotionally needy and vulnerable,I haven't been this way for a long time.Lots of negativity and self esteem issues also coming up.I broke down a few times and cried.Hard to deal with it sometimes.
At the same time I am determined to face it all and not stop while some other part in my mind wants to stop it and think that running AM6.0 or FYPJ will make it easier to deal with it later or FYPL which is lucky since if Shannon would have released it in 5G I would have using that now.It's still tempting to run it in 4G considering the time BAMM takes.
Felt really afraid the last few days.Really strong physical feelings in my body.
