04-26-2014, 06:31 PM
Stage 4, Day 21
So I must be honest, after my commitment to not use any other subs I crumpled and started using AM 9.33 hours/ US 6.5 hours. So that was about 11 day ago, but I got really neggy and I was worried that I couldn't handle it, then I realized that I'm making a ton of money as a server. Based on this selling myself short mentality I'm getting a little bit confused about where I should go next. AM6.0/WM/LTU/ASC. I don't care about the money, but discounted for AM6.0 Woop, woop. Not sure if this is fear based, not letting go of the past, lack of self esteem, etc. Any insight from the senior members or Shannon would be greatly valued and appreciated.
So I must be honest, after my commitment to not use any other subs I crumpled and started using AM 9.33 hours/ US 6.5 hours. So that was about 11 day ago, but I got really neggy and I was worried that I couldn't handle it, then I realized that I'm making a ton of money as a server. Based on this selling myself short mentality I'm getting a little bit confused about where I should go next. AM6.0/WM/LTU/ASC. I don't care about the money, but discounted for AM6.0 Woop, woop. Not sure if this is fear based, not letting go of the past, lack of self esteem, etc. Any insight from the senior members or Shannon would be greatly valued and appreciated.
