DMSI 3.2 Magnus

[Magnus]

So it is now time for me to move on from EPRHA. It has been almost 4 months and I have achieved so much in that time. In regards to inner changes EPRHA has provided more for me than any other sub and has left me in a place of peace internally. I've let go of so much of the past that I was holding onto. This was the first sub I've had where I ended up getting to a place of no resistance to it at all.

* Completely let go of a past relationship I thought I had let go of already
* A lot more comfortable socializing when sober
* Don't seek out validation from others but instead give it to myself (This alone was worth it), I had a few days where I felt a complete sense of peace, happiness and contentment wash over me that had nothing to do with external circumstances
* Let go of a lot of emotional pain that was holding me back
* Feelings of loneliness, isolation, in-adequateness are barely ever present in my life anymore and the seldom times that they are I can sit with them in peace
* Become comfortable in new environment very quickly, I moved into a new flat (rental) and within a week it felt like I had lived there a year.
* Deep sense of inner peace and acceptance. This shines through with other people as I accept myself therefore they end up accepting me
* Let go of a lot of Shame and Guilt. I'm now able to speak out and laugh about things that in the past would have made me feel stupid and less than everyone else
* A lot of fears have been removed
* Resistance decreased dramatically. I've never had this with any other sub and will be very interested to see how this effects future subs that I run

I'm sure there was a lot more but this was what I could think of off the top of my head. I've changed so much internally since starting this sub that I can't identify myself with the person that was there at the start of it.

I'm now taking a week off before heading into my refresher of WM.