04-20-2014, 07:58 AM
I'm going to begin the last week of 2nd stage.
As I'm in vacations this week and the next one, I didn't and won't have much social contact, almost becoming a hermit. So I took these days for resting, solving some personal issues, exercising and battling with my inner demons. I didn't went out with any lady, I don't have the wish to do that in these days.
Yesterday I went to a family reunion, and I isolated from all. I was comfortable with that but not so social.
When a friend of mine introduced me to his girlfriend, WOW! she is stunning gorgeous and was flirting with me in front of my friend! It was really uncomfortable but the loyalty to my friend is stronger than any beautiful girl.
About my internal struggle with myself, I've had very vivid and not so pleasurable dreams. Also, Life gave me some tests about forgiveness that I didn't pass. I don't feel so good about that. Next time I'll perform better.
As I'm in vacations this week and the next one, I didn't and won't have much social contact, almost becoming a hermit. So I took these days for resting, solving some personal issues, exercising and battling with my inner demons. I didn't went out with any lady, I don't have the wish to do that in these days.
Yesterday I went to a family reunion, and I isolated from all. I was comfortable with that but not so social.
When a friend of mine introduced me to his girlfriend, WOW! she is stunning gorgeous and was flirting with me in front of my friend! It was really uncomfortable but the loyalty to my friend is stronger than any beautiful girl.
About my internal struggle with myself, I've had very vivid and not so pleasurable dreams. Also, Life gave me some tests about forgiveness that I didn't pass. I don't feel so good about that. Next time I'll perform better.
