04-04-2014, 07:08 AM
(04-04-2014, 05:27 AM)Patti Wrote: I realized today that I don't feel deserving of good things. Or to feel deserving is an arrogant feeling. I feel like this feeling keeps me humble. Interestingly, even though I've always have been a very thankful person, I see everything in my life as "good enough". And that "good enough" feeling keeps me grounded, as if things get better than good enough, then bad things may happen. So I guess maybe I stay "middle of the road" to keep things even? This seems like a tough rut to get out of! Too much fear!
Aw man I've been struggling with this problem too! I've been doing LTU and I know by the end it'll be cleared, but right now it's annoying, but I'm looking forward to what my life will be like when it's gone