03-15-2014, 10:55 AM
AM 5.0 Stage 3 day 15 - 10-12hrs/ day (in balance with what I have done in previous stages). Needed more sleep, so added hypersleep tuesday(used it that night and thursday night. Won't be again until thurs next week)
Met a super successful beautiful girl at a local coffee shop. Never would have talked to her, but she engaged me. As I was leaving she saw me getting ready and she timed her packing up to leave at the same time as me. As she was crossing the street beside me she almost got hit by a car because she was looking at me and I wasn't breaking eye contact. I said hi and she beelined for me and started talking to me. We chatted for a few min and I walked away. She wanted me to get her number, but I said "I guess I'll see you here sometime."
Short form : ran into her again the following day chatted with her about business, ownership mentality, duplication, etc. asked for her number. (Huge trouble with this before when I'm attracted to a girl like this, would have expected that she wouldn't have wanted to because of a lack of self worth). When she gave it "she said make sure that you text me so that I have yours."
Thurs - Hung out with her. Didn't want sex, but I have a tendancy to escalate really quick and part of my desire of things to get out of AM 5.0 is to have more control in that area. As in I'm alone with a girl and I don't feel the overwhelming desire to turn it into something more than just hanging out aka being selective and owning the decision to be with them instead of riding the lust wave.
Yesterday - I stayed over at her place. (Ultimate long term goal is to find a great woman, get married and have a whole brood obsessed with world domination and propagating the species. Build a business with a hefty residule income and live free and do what I want, when I want.) of course because of that mentality I asked her to date.... After meeting her three days before. Ugh. Got to know her more through talking and being intimate. (I find when I'm reading women, once I kiss them/ be intimate with them I know tons more than they will ever tell me with their words) she kept wanting to know tons about me as a kid going up. Instinct told me that she doesn't need to hear about/ I don't what to tell her about my stuff. This is new. Normally, you ask, I tell. Don't care what you think about it. It's part of my journey.
@Shannon - Does anything that I'm doing here appear to be in conflict with your subs or is there something that I can actively shift in my mentality to aide AM 5.0 in being more effective?
Met a super successful beautiful girl at a local coffee shop. Never would have talked to her, but she engaged me. As I was leaving she saw me getting ready and she timed her packing up to leave at the same time as me. As she was crossing the street beside me she almost got hit by a car because she was looking at me and I wasn't breaking eye contact. I said hi and she beelined for me and started talking to me. We chatted for a few min and I walked away. She wanted me to get her number, but I said "I guess I'll see you here sometime."
Short form : ran into her again the following day chatted with her about business, ownership mentality, duplication, etc. asked for her number. (Huge trouble with this before when I'm attracted to a girl like this, would have expected that she wouldn't have wanted to because of a lack of self worth). When she gave it "she said make sure that you text me so that I have yours."
Thurs - Hung out with her. Didn't want sex, but I have a tendancy to escalate really quick and part of my desire of things to get out of AM 5.0 is to have more control in that area. As in I'm alone with a girl and I don't feel the overwhelming desire to turn it into something more than just hanging out aka being selective and owning the decision to be with them instead of riding the lust wave.
Yesterday - I stayed over at her place. (Ultimate long term goal is to find a great woman, get married and have a whole brood obsessed with world domination and propagating the species. Build a business with a hefty residule income and live free and do what I want, when I want.) of course because of that mentality I asked her to date.... After meeting her three days before. Ugh. Got to know her more through talking and being intimate. (I find when I'm reading women, once I kiss them/ be intimate with them I know tons more than they will ever tell me with their words) she kept wanting to know tons about me as a kid going up. Instinct told me that she doesn't need to hear about/ I don't what to tell her about my stuff. This is new. Normally, you ask, I tell. Don't care what you think about it. It's part of my journey.
@Shannon - Does anything that I'm doing here appear to be in conflict with your subs or is there something that I can actively shift in my mentality to aide AM 5.0 in being more effective?
