03-14-2014, 09:43 PM
3rd Week (Stage 1)
Calibrating aggressiveness, this week I had to defend myself from a guy who wanted problems. But I was firm and I put him in his place.
Next day, another guy had an insolent attitude with a friend of mine (he is a good guy but with very low self esteem), so I had to defend him. Usually I'm very aggresive in these situations but I was polite and firm. The other guy had to hold back and respect me and my friend.
I don't control my emotions as I would like, but I feel a little but continous progress,
The work is going pretty well, soon I'm going to buy the next 2 stages.
With girls, if I don't have enough time for 1 lover, so I won't have it for being with two or more girls. Therefore I paused this aspect of my life for some time.
At this point I'm feeling exhausted with the sub, also I'm not sleeping very well. I'm thinking I'm going to take 1 or 2 days for resting and assimilating the sub.
Calibrating aggressiveness, this week I had to defend myself from a guy who wanted problems. But I was firm and I put him in his place.
Next day, another guy had an insolent attitude with a friend of mine (he is a good guy but with very low self esteem), so I had to defend him. Usually I'm very aggresive in these situations but I was polite and firm. The other guy had to hold back and respect me and my friend.
I don't control my emotions as I would like, but I feel a little but continous progress,
The work is going pretty well, soon I'm going to buy the next 2 stages.
With girls, if I don't have enough time for 1 lover, so I won't have it for being with two or more girls. Therefore I paused this aspect of my life for some time.
At this point I'm feeling exhausted with the sub, also I'm not sleeping very well. I'm thinking I'm going to take 1 or 2 days for resting and assimilating the sub.
