03-12-2014, 07:04 AM
Ok so I've been doing some thinking and I'm probably gonna go off and experiment with my own subliminals. If I crash and burn I can always come back to these haha.
I've been toying around with some concepts regarding reality and whatnot. Many of which I feel would land me in the nuthouse if I spoke of them openly with others. But let's just say it has to do with parallel realities.
I've stopped listening to the emotional pain relief and healing subliminal since yesterday. I understand that resistance has to be pushed through, but for me if I can find an alternative way I'll experiment with that. After all pushing blindly without experimenting with some alternative is kind a foolish of me. Worst thing that happens is I realize I was completely wrong and learn from mistakes. I've always looked for the best path in life. I'm always scanning to see what can be done better for me and if that amount of work is necessary. Some might perceive that as laziness, but I don't believe hard work=better development of oneself. I believe in efficiency and utilizing only the right amount of work necessary to achieve something.
Anyway I seem to have some trust issues. And I believe it's not the ideas inside the subliminals themselves that I'm resisting, but a foreign voice giving me those suggestions. If I think about my relationship with people over the years I was very anxious around people, even my own parents. And I'd sort of remove that anxiety with the help of my conscious mind intervening. Now if I think of subliminals which bypass my conscious mind, suddenly those anxiety and trust problems are magnified because my conscious mind isn't there to intervene and calm me down. It's like my safety net kind of and if I take that away I have some issues.
Is it a personality thing? I really don't know. But like I said I'm going to experiment with my own subliminals and see what happens.
Oh yeah also I don't know if it's a permanent thing, but I had a part of my body heal. I wasn't really running this subliminal for that, so I didn't document progress. Anyway I've got a tattoo on my shoulder and when I got it the guy was pretty heavy handed so I had some scar tissue left behind. It was always raised in some areas. Last night I had this dream of this guy who carved out my shoulder with some tool and extracted all this excess tissue. I woke up this morning and felt my shoulder and I was pretty amazed to find that it was smooth and not raised like it usually was. I'll be watching this area to see if it returns or if it really is gone. Needless to say I was not expecting this. But I'm truly amazed at the powers our own minds hold.
I've been toying around with some concepts regarding reality and whatnot. Many of which I feel would land me in the nuthouse if I spoke of them openly with others. But let's just say it has to do with parallel realities.
I've stopped listening to the emotional pain relief and healing subliminal since yesterday. I understand that resistance has to be pushed through, but for me if I can find an alternative way I'll experiment with that. After all pushing blindly without experimenting with some alternative is kind a foolish of me. Worst thing that happens is I realize I was completely wrong and learn from mistakes. I've always looked for the best path in life. I'm always scanning to see what can be done better for me and if that amount of work is necessary. Some might perceive that as laziness, but I don't believe hard work=better development of oneself. I believe in efficiency and utilizing only the right amount of work necessary to achieve something.
Anyway I seem to have some trust issues. And I believe it's not the ideas inside the subliminals themselves that I'm resisting, but a foreign voice giving me those suggestions. If I think about my relationship with people over the years I was very anxious around people, even my own parents. And I'd sort of remove that anxiety with the help of my conscious mind intervening. Now if I think of subliminals which bypass my conscious mind, suddenly those anxiety and trust problems are magnified because my conscious mind isn't there to intervene and calm me down. It's like my safety net kind of and if I take that away I have some issues.
Is it a personality thing? I really don't know. But like I said I'm going to experiment with my own subliminals and see what happens.
Oh yeah also I don't know if it's a permanent thing, but I had a part of my body heal. I wasn't really running this subliminal for that, so I didn't document progress. Anyway I've got a tattoo on my shoulder and when I got it the guy was pretty heavy handed so I had some scar tissue left behind. It was always raised in some areas. Last night I had this dream of this guy who carved out my shoulder with some tool and extracted all this excess tissue. I woke up this morning and felt my shoulder and I was pretty amazed to find that it was smooth and not raised like it usually was. I'll be watching this area to see if it returns or if it really is gone. Needless to say I was not expecting this. But I'm truly amazed at the powers our own minds hold.
