Woo, at least I won't have to bug the store when I get that far, to get a copy.
Stage 1 day 28:
Can't wait too move onto stage 2 on Saturday.
Besides repeated events that I've mentioned previously.
Main things I've noticed so far in stage 1.
-I feel great, and in general people are noticing it.
-I'm much more conversational than I've been since ending AM
-There are moments where the world seems to stop, example walking past an attractive woman, eye contact lock, and for a moment time seems to freeze and then there is a surge of energy, normally followed by a "id tap that" comment, extremely powerful feeling, although havent felt much need to pursue.
-Horniness fluctuates like mental, in a conversation with a girl, I can feel myself getting aroused, not used to this, almost feel 16 again, an uncontrollable onset of arousal.
-Sometimes I find myself looking around my class or lecture theatre, and see numerous eyes locked on to me, good and bad, sometimes it can feel like they want to team up and destroy me, other times it's like they would share
-I feel attractive and confident; but lack the desire to approach women, mainly because right now I don't have the time, thankfully I'll have more time in a few months. Around stage 4 I'll be free from all other commitments.
-I can't sit in any of the student hot spots near girls, without overhearing conversations about sex, not used to this, normally the chat is boring, it's like there deliberately trying to get me to hear. Today I sat at the table next to 3 girls, they were discussing Marxism, when my coffee got brought over by the waitress I made eye contact with one of them, smiled and she smiled back, I reach into my bag to get my homework out and the conversation they're having changes to sex, the girl who smiled said repeatedly "I give the best bjs, guys love watching me gag on them". Sudden changes in conversation like this have became quite common.
- My focus on my course has never been so intense, I'm studying more, I'm understanding more, this is something that I was worried the sub might conflict with, I thought it would distract me, so far it hasn't.
And a whole lot of other things too.
Stage 1 day 28:
Can't wait too move onto stage 2 on Saturday.
Besides repeated events that I've mentioned previously.
Main things I've noticed so far in stage 1.
-I feel great, and in general people are noticing it.
-I'm much more conversational than I've been since ending AM
-There are moments where the world seems to stop, example walking past an attractive woman, eye contact lock, and for a moment time seems to freeze and then there is a surge of energy, normally followed by a "id tap that" comment, extremely powerful feeling, although havent felt much need to pursue.
-Horniness fluctuates like mental, in a conversation with a girl, I can feel myself getting aroused, not used to this, almost feel 16 again, an uncontrollable onset of arousal.
-Sometimes I find myself looking around my class or lecture theatre, and see numerous eyes locked on to me, good and bad, sometimes it can feel like they want to team up and destroy me, other times it's like they would share
-I feel attractive and confident; but lack the desire to approach women, mainly because right now I don't have the time, thankfully I'll have more time in a few months. Around stage 4 I'll be free from all other commitments.
-I can't sit in any of the student hot spots near girls, without overhearing conversations about sex, not used to this, normally the chat is boring, it's like there deliberately trying to get me to hear. Today I sat at the table next to 3 girls, they were discussing Marxism, when my coffee got brought over by the waitress I made eye contact with one of them, smiled and she smiled back, I reach into my bag to get my homework out and the conversation they're having changes to sex, the girl who smiled said repeatedly "I give the best bjs, guys love watching me gag on them". Sudden changes in conversation like this have became quite common.
- My focus on my course has never been so intense, I'm studying more, I'm understanding more, this is something that I was worried the sub might conflict with, I thought it would distract me, so far it hasn't.
And a whole lot of other things too.
