Thors Journal

[thor2014]

Thanks for sharing your experiences Benjamin I look foreward to stage 3

Hey man,
You said in another post you haven't noticed any progress.

But to me, this is blaringly obvious after reading this (not trying to make you feel bad, it's hard to see change in ourselves at times).

Stage 1 = Got rid of my love of porn and masturbating felt more relaxed
Stage 2 = Felt angry down in the dumps felt like I had made no progress with this stage dont feel any more alpha feel the like the same person. I even lost my temper a few times with people.

Stage 1 - Good result.. giving up porn is a big one.

And what you are seeing in Stage 2 is proof it is working. That is an important part of the early stages, you start to get angry at people who are manipulating you/pushing you around/whatever.. it's part of building the assertiveness. I went through this and helped me to be much more respected and treated better, it smooths out later in the program.

After using Alpha 2011 and 5.0 I know that is part of the program.

-Ben