Thanks Mat! I do feel like I'm improving but more recently it feels like a very slow process. I'm about in the middle of my listening time with this sub, so I have a few more months to go. It's very strange because sometimes I feel like I've changed a lot and then other times I feel like I've not changed at all. Who knows? But at least I can say for sure that I put the time in! I'm just such a huge procrastinator and I always have been. More to the point, even lazy. And I feel like I'm so set in my ways, that I don't know if I'll ever get fully to where I would like to be. But I'll keep trying...
If you're searching for that one person that will change your life, take a look in the mirror!