02-14-2014, 04:40 AM
Stage 2 Day 4:
I had never thought in my wildest of dreams this would happen. My ex suddenly messaged me yesterday saying "hi. hope all is well". Now keeping in mind the terms we had broken up on, there was not even the slightest of chance that something could work between us. We broke up on very bad terms in the summer of last year and I had tried a lot to make things okay with her and get things back but it didnt work. But, there was 0 effort from her side and after a while it felt like I had no self respect. So the communication had completely stopped.
I just got finished with stage 1 and I dont know if this is a coincidence or may be I am attracting these things. But after her message yesterday, I didnt reply. So she messaged today again saying "Its a small world. IF you need anything plz dont hesitate to ask".
Honestly, even thought she was the love of my life once. And we had been together for 6 year and really saw a future together.
But, at this time, I dont give two shit flying fuck about her. I am focused on myself. I have exams to clear and get into residency. I need to work out and get the physique I dream of. And I want to finish this run of AM 6.0. And later on if things are meant to be, they will work out. But, I am enjoying the attention. I had been chasing her and now that I have given up on her, she is chasing me lol
But for now, I am too much in love with myself. Its all about me. I might be sounding like a big narcissist. But lately, I dont give a shit about anyone else.
If anything is of my interest only then I am interested otherwise dont waste of my time. No charity work. Since last couple of days, I dont even feel lonely. I have started to enjoy my company.
I dont any1 to take my side, as long as I have me on my side, dont need any1 else.
I had never thought in my wildest of dreams this would happen. My ex suddenly messaged me yesterday saying "hi. hope all is well". Now keeping in mind the terms we had broken up on, there was not even the slightest of chance that something could work between us. We broke up on very bad terms in the summer of last year and I had tried a lot to make things okay with her and get things back but it didnt work. But, there was 0 effort from her side and after a while it felt like I had no self respect. So the communication had completely stopped.
I just got finished with stage 1 and I dont know if this is a coincidence or may be I am attracting these things. But after her message yesterday, I didnt reply. So she messaged today again saying "Its a small world. IF you need anything plz dont hesitate to ask".
Honestly, even thought she was the love of my life once. And we had been together for 6 year and really saw a future together.
But, at this time, I dont give two shit flying fuck about her. I am focused on myself. I have exams to clear and get into residency. I need to work out and get the physique I dream of. And I want to finish this run of AM 6.0. And later on if things are meant to be, they will work out. But, I am enjoying the attention. I had been chasing her and now that I have given up on her, she is chasing me lol
But for now, I am too much in love with myself. Its all about me. I might be sounding like a big narcissist. But lately, I dont give a shit about anyone else.
If anything is of my interest only then I am interested otherwise dont waste of my time. No charity work. Since last couple of days, I dont even feel lonely. I have started to enjoy my company.
I dont any1 to take my side, as long as I have me on my side, dont need any1 else.
