Stage 4, Day 9
I'm noticing a pattern; I listen to a heck of a lot of subliminals, and when I'm out in public, I have an emotional reaction. Today, it was insecurity as to where I couldn't look people in the eye without tearing up. The emotional reaction eventually goes away and I start feeling pretty good.
After class, I bus to a job fair across town. It went pretty well, and I submitted a half dozen resumes, and a couple of places where I should follow up.
Went home and studied. Went to work. Now I had to finish some things for school, and now it's late.
Note to self: do not jerk two days in a row; it puts me out of it the morning after.
I'm noticing a pattern; I listen to a heck of a lot of subliminals, and when I'm out in public, I have an emotional reaction. Today, it was insecurity as to where I couldn't look people in the eye without tearing up. The emotional reaction eventually goes away and I start feeling pretty good.
After class, I bus to a job fair across town. It went pretty well, and I submitted a half dozen resumes, and a couple of places where I should follow up.
Went home and studied. Went to work. Now I had to finish some things for school, and now it's late.
Note to self: do not jerk two days in a row; it puts me out of it the morning after.
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