10-04-2010, 07:58 PM
Its been about two weeks starting Alpha
stage 1. The first week was very on/off
First felt lot of anger and irritation mixed
with just solid steel arrogance, I think this
might have been from coming off woman magnet.
The next few days were mixtures of feeling very free
and very depressed. That has stabilized out and
I just feel much more relaxed, my confidence is really coming out
as I feel less restraint based off 'social pressure'
I feel much more like a solid self, recognizing my place
in the world but much more focused on my self and my individuality.
Any self consciousness I had is WAY down.
At times I feel like my presence is overpowering to woman
even when I am relaxed and normal and think nothing of it, its like
they got 'punched in the gut' there eyes get super big and they just freeze up
When I am doing physical activity like skating or basketball or
when I go out to clubs, I get in the zone much more easily and my state and flow become
ridiculous.
I have been listening to an hour of WM here and there as an experiment, with great success I might add,-guess its an irrational fear of losing the ease with woman in my life
but plan to cut that completely
Also wondering if regular audible voice hypnosis can be listened not at the same time but along with the subs-I go a free hypnosis thing when I got John Alexander's Alpha male book and
was wondering if I can use that along with the subs.
stage 1. The first week was very on/off
First felt lot of anger and irritation mixed
with just solid steel arrogance, I think this
might have been from coming off woman magnet.
The next few days were mixtures of feeling very free
and very depressed. That has stabilized out and
I just feel much more relaxed, my confidence is really coming out
as I feel less restraint based off 'social pressure'
I feel much more like a solid self, recognizing my place
in the world but much more focused on my self and my individuality.
Any self consciousness I had is WAY down.
At times I feel like my presence is overpowering to woman
even when I am relaxed and normal and think nothing of it, its like
they got 'punched in the gut' there eyes get super big and they just freeze up
When I am doing physical activity like skating or basketball or
when I go out to clubs, I get in the zone much more easily and my state and flow become
ridiculous.
I have been listening to an hour of WM here and there as an experiment, with great success I might add,-guess its an irrational fear of losing the ease with woman in my life
but plan to cut that completely
Also wondering if regular audible voice hypnosis can be listened not at the same time but along with the subs-I go a free hypnosis thing when I got John Alexander's Alpha male book and
was wondering if I can use that along with the subs.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
