01-28-2014, 08:59 AM
(01-28-2014, 08:31 AM)docji Wrote: Stage 1 Day 14:
Its been some time since my last post. I will try to make it short and concise.
Things I noticed:
1. I have been getting short tempered.
- I cannot tolerate nonsense. I use to be overly nice and use to agree to disagree. But, now, if my opinion is different, I put it out there. So I have been gettin some heat from few for that.
2. Putting less efforts on girls.
- I know this gal, she is my friends ex. She stays close to me and we are studying for same exam so we end up meetin often. She has fallen head over heels for me. She is doin soo much for me. I have never seen a girl soo nice to me.
3. Feelings of my ex
- I broke up in June 2013 and since then I have never been able to get over my ex. Even yesterday, I had dreams about her. I tried to connect with her in few ways but I have never heard back. She blocked in and then unblocked me in Oct 2013. Some part of me wants to get her back and some part of me is like screw her. She doesnt value you enough to be with you, then f*** her. Let her go, her loss. So fluctuate between those feelings.
4. My Medical exam studying
- I have noticed that I generally get really stressed out and have anxiety closer to my exam. I am taking my exam on March and I relaxed, which I am surprised lol since I am slacking off and still not stressed out.
5. Racing thoughts
- My mind is filled with soo many things that I Should do. From studying -- working out -- looking good -- doing self improvement programs, etc. So I feel a little overwhelmed. And when I get all these ideas I cant get either 1 done properly. But then again I am still not stressed so I dont know.
Thats about it from me guys. I hope I didnt bore you. Thanks for reading through my posts and commenting. I feel special.
nice Docji
