01-26-2014, 04:39 PM
(01-26-2014, 04:13 PM)Fonzy3 Wrote:(01-26-2014, 03:05 PM)spiritman Wrote: Thanks K-Train! The headphones seem to be working pretty well if I can at least get 3-5 hours worth of it. So, I am on my third day of LTU, and I have noticed a small change. At work, they're making drastic changes that are really causing confusion, gossip and just total drama. Usually I would get pissed off about it and complain about it to a small extent. However, since I have been using LTU, I have the attitude of "O well, it is out of my control. I am only responsible for myself.
Things will work out to where I can find myself a career that better suits me. In the meantime, all I have control over is my attitude and my thoughts." It is like I have a more inner calming, inner peace inside of me, instead of the stirring of emotions that I sometimes have.
At the same time, I feel like I am disconnected from where I currently work, like I'm now not a part of that anymore. That I am headed for bigger and better things. It is hard to explain, maybe someone else who is doing LTU has had this equivalent feeling can tell me if they have felt the same thing. I also wanted to add I have had some dreams but I can only remember bits and pieces, one part I do remember is driving down some alleys but my headlights were off. I am not sure if they weren't working or if I just didn't turn them on.
Hey man, happy to see you back posting on the forum. I like the way you describe your experiences with the sub like I can understand exactly what you're communicating. The right move that sounds relevant to your situation is to show respect to your current employment but also give time to what you're feeling inside. Sounds like there will be some positive changes ahead. Are you still getting 4-5 hours on headphones and exposure all night? The sub sounds like one that the more you listen to it the better the results.
Thanks
Fonzy
Hey Fonzy, I try my best to show respect to my current employment, but it is really hard being around people that are always looking at things from a money aspect. Instead of seeing things from an employee's view, because right now I personally just want to walk in and quit. However, I need a new employment/career before I do that. So, I think this sub will help me stay focused on being positive. While at the same time helping me not to focus on what is going on around me. Instead just better myself, get my thoughts and attitude towards the correct direction. Which will allow me to bring the right circumstances to take me to my new career and better myself.
Yes, I am getting anywhere from 3-5 hours via headphones, then playing it all night on my speakers. With this sub, I am feeling the results internally to the point where I am staying calm with my emotions, thoughts and feelings.