01-22-2014, 01:40 AM
Something very deep is being worked on at the moment. I don't know what it is but it feels like its shaking me down to the core of who I am, it's unlike any feeling I've ever had before even on other subs.
Its left me feeling a little depressed but at the same time OK with it. In the past I've always felt anxiety when something deep was being worked on but this time there is none.
I will have to wait and see where this leads to, one thing I do know is that wherever that is it will leave me a completely different person to where I was when I started this.
I've noticed less fear when confronting certain situations, in the past I would push through but now there is nothing to push through. I think back to the past and I can remember but can't relate to a lot of the situations that occurred. It's odd remembering but not being able to relate, I know it was me but it doesn't feel like it was me.
That is all for now
Its left me feeling a little depressed but at the same time OK with it. In the past I've always felt anxiety when something deep was being worked on but this time there is none.
I will have to wait and see where this leads to, one thing I do know is that wherever that is it will leave me a completely different person to where I was when I started this.
I've noticed less fear when confronting certain situations, in the past I would push through but now there is nothing to push through. I think back to the past and I can remember but can't relate to a lot of the situations that occurred. It's odd remembering but not being able to relate, I know it was me but it doesn't feel like it was me.
That is all for now
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
