01-21-2014, 07:10 PM
Stage 3, Day 20
Neediness.. GONE!
Pursuing.. Doesn't make sense!
"Needing" to have sex: Dissapeared
Next level? I think so
Today marks exactly three years since the first time I had sex. Since that day, I've not put my dick in any pussy, but I've been naked with a naked woman. The sex part didn't happen.
Do I really care that I'm not getting laid? Not really.
Would I let a woman take advantage of me if she offered? Sure
Today was one of the best days I've had in a while. The best part is that this day will happen every single week. I have Tuesdays completely off. When you wake up at 5:45 and start the day the right way with a clear mind, you can do A LOT of stuff.
By the time I did my morning ritual, hit the gym and came back, it was only 10am!
I managed 2.5-3 hours of school related things, I practiced 3 -3.5 hours on my rituals, I ate all my meals on time, and I have an event lined up for Saturday night.
I watched a couple of Brent's videos; one was about achieving your goals in 2014 (which I'm really on track for), and the others were about social life.
I'm very keen on attracting high quality people into my life and developping lasting friendships. These are the types of people that help me get to the next level, and vice versa. We keep each other accountable and positive. We trade tips and exchange ideas.
I've re-written my story, and only focused on the social aspect and women. I'm able to feel the energies behind that.
Great day; I want that tomorrow.
Neediness.. GONE!
Pursuing.. Doesn't make sense!
"Needing" to have sex: Dissapeared
Next level? I think so
Today marks exactly three years since the first time I had sex. Since that day, I've not put my dick in any pussy, but I've been naked with a naked woman. The sex part didn't happen.
Do I really care that I'm not getting laid? Not really.
Would I let a woman take advantage of me if she offered? Sure
Today was one of the best days I've had in a while. The best part is that this day will happen every single week. I have Tuesdays completely off. When you wake up at 5:45 and start the day the right way with a clear mind, you can do A LOT of stuff.
By the time I did my morning ritual, hit the gym and came back, it was only 10am!
I managed 2.5-3 hours of school related things, I practiced 3 -3.5 hours on my rituals, I ate all my meals on time, and I have an event lined up for Saturday night.
I watched a couple of Brent's videos; one was about achieving your goals in 2014 (which I'm really on track for), and the others were about social life.
I'm very keen on attracting high quality people into my life and developping lasting friendships. These are the types of people that help me get to the next level, and vice versa. We keep each other accountable and positive. We trade tips and exchange ideas.
I've re-written my story, and only focused on the social aspect and women. I'm able to feel the energies behind that.
Great day; I want that tomorrow.
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