01-20-2014, 12:00 PM
The dreams that I've had the last couple of nights have been some of the weirdest I have ever had while on subs.
The first dream was that I was being spooned by another guy. I felt a great deal of comfort and assurance but felt no sexual feelings what so ever, I can't say who the guy is here because it's a public forum but no the less very weird. I woke up feeling a bit disgusted in myself. I don't know what this relates to but it was definitely touching on something.
Last night I had a few dreams where I was very angry and yelling at anyone and everyone that got in my path. I know I've always had issues with not expressing anger so this one was no surprise. The expressing anger was helped a lot by AM but obviously still has a fair way to go before its handled.
I've been feeling a little flat and almost depressed the last 2 days but this may well be due to the fact I was out late on Saturday night and started early on Monday morning. I have still been noticing that people are becoming more and more open about talking about the trauma and emotional pain they have suffered in their lives which leads the way for me to also talk about the trauma I have faced. Have had a few feelings about my ex resurfacing to be dealt with. It still amazes me that things that I am so sure I have dealt with resurface again just on a different level.
EPRHA is hitting on some heavy stuff, can't wait to see what life is like after a few months on this
The first dream was that I was being spooned by another guy. I felt a great deal of comfort and assurance but felt no sexual feelings what so ever, I can't say who the guy is here because it's a public forum but no the less very weird. I woke up feeling a bit disgusted in myself. I don't know what this relates to but it was definitely touching on something.
Last night I had a few dreams where I was very angry and yelling at anyone and everyone that got in my path. I know I've always had issues with not expressing anger so this one was no surprise. The expressing anger was helped a lot by AM but obviously still has a fair way to go before its handled.
I've been feeling a little flat and almost depressed the last 2 days but this may well be due to the fact I was out late on Saturday night and started early on Monday morning. I have still been noticing that people are becoming more and more open about talking about the trauma and emotional pain they have suffered in their lives which leads the way for me to also talk about the trauma I have faced. Have had a few feelings about my ex resurfacing to be dealt with. It still amazes me that things that I am so sure I have dealt with resurface again just on a different level.
EPRHA is hitting on some heavy stuff, can't wait to see what life is like after a few months on this
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
