01-20-2014, 10:02 AM
I think I'll try that, Dee. Any good resources?
Day 6
Today I felt different. I felt aggressive. Not in the sense of wanting to punch somebody in the face or anything like that.
I kept thinking about how it is staring in the eyes of death. I visualized somebody holding a knife to my throat and just telling him to do it, to slash my throat, seeing him wimp out and just yelling at him to do it. It was very liberating. I felt free and it gave me an energy I've rarely felt.
I've noticed some slight changes in my behavior. I found that I can say no very easily. My voice tonality deepened. My walk is slightly different. And now I feel an energy...a very peaceful and manly energy around me. And very passionate about women, like wanting to ravish them. I feel it in my entire body. And a slight warmth in my chest too.
Day 6
Today I felt different. I felt aggressive. Not in the sense of wanting to punch somebody in the face or anything like that.
I kept thinking about how it is staring in the eyes of death. I visualized somebody holding a knife to my throat and just telling him to do it, to slash my throat, seeing him wimp out and just yelling at him to do it. It was very liberating. I felt free and it gave me an energy I've rarely felt.
I've noticed some slight changes in my behavior. I found that I can say no very easily. My voice tonality deepened. My walk is slightly different. And now I feel an energy...a very peaceful and manly energy around me. And very passionate about women, like wanting to ravish them. I feel it in my entire body. And a slight warmth in my chest too.
What I can be, I must be!
