01-18-2014, 01:51 PM
Day 4
Some very conflicting feelings showed up at the surface. It's a combination of vengeance and acceptance. And also anger. Been able to tone them down, the ones that didn't got to be toned down were taken out in a Kenpo session. It's feels like I'm clinging to the past and move on at the same time. And I know what it's all about : all my exes ( that I actually care about ). Ugh, it's ugly...well, not that ugly, it's manageable, but I can see why this is the fire and brimstone that gets pulled at the surface in this stage and clears it out.
Some very conflicting feelings showed up at the surface. It's a combination of vengeance and acceptance. And also anger. Been able to tone them down, the ones that didn't got to be toned down were taken out in a Kenpo session. It's feels like I'm clinging to the past and move on at the same time. And I know what it's all about : all my exes ( that I actually care about ). Ugh, it's ugly...well, not that ugly, it's manageable, but I can see why this is the fire and brimstone that gets pulled at the surface in this stage and clears it out.
What I can be, I must be!
