Onward...

[Patti]

I'm really enjoying this sub! The first few weeks it seemed to be showing me how I interact with others and it was really quite enlightening. Not all that great but productive in as now I know and can help myself. What I say or how I say it, doesn't match how I hear it in my head. The way it comes out is in a much more criticizing way than I actually mean it. I've learned a lot about my self in these weeks. Some times I wish I could walk away from myself, lol but usually just walk away from the situation and try to regroup my thoughts. What's the point I'm trying to make. Why am I saying what I am saying. Why did it come out the way it did and how can I change that next time. That sort of thing. One great thing is that I don't beat myself up because of knowing it. I simply think about it and possibly how I could of gotten better at communicating what I wanted to say and move on. I do find myself thinking much more about what I'm saying without the words just falling out of mouth like I have no filter. Having no filter doesn't always turn out so good.

I had some very vivid dreams and have been reading and learning much about dream interpretation. There's so much that I didn't know or realize so it's been interesting. Not surprisingly, many of my dreams were about working on a fear, facing a fear or hurdle or dealing with a hardship and moving forward. This weeks I don't seem to be able to remember the dreams with any great detail but I wake up feeling very heavy emotionally. Not bad heavy, just that something is being worked on. I like that. But it's been hard to wake up. It's not that I'm tired but I feel like I just want to continue working on whatever it is working on.

The best part of this subliminal for me is the internal happy feeling I usually have. It has nothing to do with anything that's going on around me. There are still struggles and things that need to improve and things that are being worked on and worked out. But, those things don't effect my happy feeling because it comes from deep within myself. Love that!

Hey Patti! Good to see that your feeling great!

So you feel that your emotions are being worked on, but in a very gentle way?

Yes Quote, that's pretty much how I feel. The very cool thing is that I feel I am only at the tip of the beginning of some very good changes.