01-13-2014, 07:27 PM
Stage 3, Day 12
I've made a whole lot of progress, but I'm not yet "all in". I still keep my voice down in certain situations, and I occasionally have bad thought loops. But I'm improving; there's no doubt about that.
I realized that girl at the party is one of thousands that will act this way.
Today, on this, the Monday, I'm getting the "look"; some of the women with whom I speak do this. Similar to this video at 0:40 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnQ7l7UhQTM), it breaks out for one second.
I'm practicing the idea of holding eye contact as long as possible, and light keno. And that seems to be working well.
At the gym, I chatted with a Lebanese woman; she gave me the 'anime eyes' when I'd come back to approach, and she'd yank out her eyephones. I wasn't terribly interested, but I gave her my Facebook.
I notice my gym "Friend" (first girl I approached at the gym in 2014), and talk to her a bit. I respect the hell out of her; she lifts weights instead of those stupid machines, she's on the uni swimming team, she's into the low-carb thing, and by those facts, I take it that she's very disciplined. R.E.S.P.E.C.T
I did a first practice run of my guitar practice ritual; it works, bitches. Now, I have to do the same for the next 3 hours.
I have an idea on how I want to run the complementary subs:
- Remainder of Stage 3: Deep Restful Sleep 3G
- Stage 4: Maximum Learning Speed 4G
- Stage 5: Maximum Learning Speed 4G
- Stage 6: Seek the Challenge 4G
Perhaps continue Seek the Challenge after Stage 6 is finished. Then I'll focus on musician subs (if there are any more, Shannon *hint*) and attracting money (possibly 'Maximum Sales Success').
I had the idea of busking again, which ties nicely with the idea of constant practice, then attracting money from my efforts.
Looking forward to the rest
I've made a whole lot of progress, but I'm not yet "all in". I still keep my voice down in certain situations, and I occasionally have bad thought loops. But I'm improving; there's no doubt about that.
I realized that girl at the party is one of thousands that will act this way.
Today, on this, the Monday, I'm getting the "look"; some of the women with whom I speak do this. Similar to this video at 0:40 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnQ7l7UhQTM), it breaks out for one second.
I'm practicing the idea of holding eye contact as long as possible, and light keno. And that seems to be working well.
At the gym, I chatted with a Lebanese woman; she gave me the 'anime eyes' when I'd come back to approach, and she'd yank out her eyephones. I wasn't terribly interested, but I gave her my Facebook.
I notice my gym "Friend" (first girl I approached at the gym in 2014), and talk to her a bit. I respect the hell out of her; she lifts weights instead of those stupid machines, she's on the uni swimming team, she's into the low-carb thing, and by those facts, I take it that she's very disciplined. R.E.S.P.E.C.T
I did a first practice run of my guitar practice ritual; it works, bitches. Now, I have to do the same for the next 3 hours.
I have an idea on how I want to run the complementary subs:
- Remainder of Stage 3: Deep Restful Sleep 3G
- Stage 4: Maximum Learning Speed 4G
- Stage 5: Maximum Learning Speed 4G
- Stage 6: Seek the Challenge 4G
Perhaps continue Seek the Challenge after Stage 6 is finished. Then I'll focus on musician subs (if there are any more, Shannon *hint*) and attracting money (possibly 'Maximum Sales Success').
I had the idea of busking again, which ties nicely with the idea of constant practice, then attracting money from my efforts.
Looking forward to the rest
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