01-01-2014, 12:57 AM
Stage 2, Day 35
New Year's Eve; I have chinese food for dinner and go with some family members to the NYE event at Niagara Falls. Wore 4 layers in -10C weather. I felt disconnected and that I was blocking emotions for most of the night. It had me thinking; what I add something in my resolution: Being completely congruent with where I am emotionally.
Do I feel angry? Cool; don't block it. EFT tap it later
Do I feel sad enough to cry? Cool; cry if I have to. EFT tap it later
Approach women with the exact same emotional state that I feel inside; no hidding.
I've spent too much time thinking that I need to be the exact same archetype no matter what I'm doing; the bomb-ass alpha male, dominating everyone and passing shit tests like crazy.
Ironically enough, that's approval seeking, especially if I'm doing it to create an effect or to get a result. Why don't I just reveal who I am at all times, and let the subliminal do the work to make "myself" more charismatic, less fearful, and more emboldened.
What do you guys think?
I'm writing this on New Year's, so Happy New Years!
New Year's Eve; I have chinese food for dinner and go with some family members to the NYE event at Niagara Falls. Wore 4 layers in -10C weather. I felt disconnected and that I was blocking emotions for most of the night. It had me thinking; what I add something in my resolution: Being completely congruent with where I am emotionally.
Do I feel angry? Cool; don't block it. EFT tap it later
Do I feel sad enough to cry? Cool; cry if I have to. EFT tap it later
Approach women with the exact same emotional state that I feel inside; no hidding.
I've spent too much time thinking that I need to be the exact same archetype no matter what I'm doing; the bomb-ass alpha male, dominating everyone and passing shit tests like crazy.
Ironically enough, that's approval seeking, especially if I'm doing it to create an effect or to get a result. Why don't I just reveal who I am at all times, and let the subliminal do the work to make "myself" more charismatic, less fearful, and more emboldened.
What do you guys think?
I'm writing this on New Year's, so Happy New Years!
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