12-30-2013, 04:27 PM
Ending the year (2013) with Gay Alpha Male 5 on my player. I leave it running almost 24/7 as I am in and out of the apartment enough to not get blasted all the time. I can set it and forget about it until time to change the recording.
Did not get the upset from this month's changeover (noticed it with 1-4, less as I got further along). Have started noticing myself responding differently to things. Where once someone would get me pissy or upset from something they did or said, now I just shrug it off and realize it isn't me, it's them. I have started feeling stronger in my convictions and what does and doesn't work for me in this life.
Purchased the recommended book about dating (Double your Dating, David DeAngelo). Admit to not starting the read at this time. I am not necessarily looking for a date or partner right now. Probably still unraveling the bad experiences I have had in my life with dating (male and female).
My main outlet is the gym, which is a good thing as it keeps me in shape (not bad for 54). I think about going out occasionally but after working and taking care of necessary responsibilities, usually don't want to bother with people. Plan on making more of an effort, but important to find age appropriate people. Kinda hard as most people my age are a mess - LOL.
Did not get the upset from this month's changeover (noticed it with 1-4, less as I got further along). Have started noticing myself responding differently to things. Where once someone would get me pissy or upset from something they did or said, now I just shrug it off and realize it isn't me, it's them. I have started feeling stronger in my convictions and what does and doesn't work for me in this life.
Purchased the recommended book about dating (Double your Dating, David DeAngelo). Admit to not starting the read at this time. I am not necessarily looking for a date or partner right now. Probably still unraveling the bad experiences I have had in my life with dating (male and female).
My main outlet is the gym, which is a good thing as it keeps me in shape (not bad for 54). I think about going out occasionally but after working and taking care of necessary responsibilities, usually don't want to bother with people. Plan on making more of an effort, but important to find age appropriate people. Kinda hard as most people my age are a mess - LOL.
