12-01-2013, 09:03 AM
I am listening to the newest LTU with the only problem being that I possibly might be getting too much exposure, but so far so good. It must be working on something deep because I've been exhausted at bedtime which is a good thing to be so tired at bedtime. I've also been having dreams about death which could be interpreted as new beginnings. My subconscious is still dealing with quitting smoking, I've been having many dreams of smoking. The last one I had was so real, i woke up thinking it truly happened.
I'm not sure of one thing though. I believe that conscious thoughts for the most part are what we choose to think about. Where as subconscious thoughts come automatically, but are able to influence our conscious thoughts. We just don't realize it's happening.
For me, one form of resistance is wanting to switch to another program. I've already got my conscious's number and usually just ignore this. I've gotten so good at this, that my subconscious has always tried to be crafty and outsmart me in another way. So I really have to pay attention to what's really happening.
Anyway, in my dream I had 2 cigarettes and had asked my kids to grab me a pack when they went to the store. This would make sense because I never liked bumming them from anyone. But here's what I'm not so sure of. In this dream I kept feeling like i was on the border of having a craving so I was searching all my ipods and computers for the stop smoking 7th stage (refresher) and woke up while looking for it.
As I thought about it, I was wondering if maybe my subconscious was trying to help me by suggesting that I listen to that instead of LTU or was it just being crafty at trying to get me to stop listening to LTU?
I didn't change to the 7th stage because my conscious mind is saying i'm being played with. But what if my subconscious is really trying to help me and I'm not listening? I am so clever within myself that I don't even know my own thoughts sometimes....conscious or unconscious.
I'm not sure of one thing though. I believe that conscious thoughts for the most part are what we choose to think about. Where as subconscious thoughts come automatically, but are able to influence our conscious thoughts. We just don't realize it's happening.
For me, one form of resistance is wanting to switch to another program. I've already got my conscious's number and usually just ignore this. I've gotten so good at this, that my subconscious has always tried to be crafty and outsmart me in another way. So I really have to pay attention to what's really happening.
Anyway, in my dream I had 2 cigarettes and had asked my kids to grab me a pack when they went to the store. This would make sense because I never liked bumming them from anyone. But here's what I'm not so sure of. In this dream I kept feeling like i was on the border of having a craving so I was searching all my ipods and computers for the stop smoking 7th stage (refresher) and woke up while looking for it.
As I thought about it, I was wondering if maybe my subconscious was trying to help me by suggesting that I listen to that instead of LTU or was it just being crafty at trying to get me to stop listening to LTU?
I didn't change to the 7th stage because my conscious mind is saying i'm being played with. But what if my subconscious is really trying to help me and I'm not listening? I am so clever within myself that I don't even know my own thoughts sometimes....conscious or unconscious.
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