Is There any way to get my hands on alpha male 4g?

[zen]

Go away moral vampire! Definitely not "Zen" at all.

Shush! Grown folks are talking!

You need extreme self esteem + alpha male subs. From the writing style, you look like someone who needs some ego balancing.
After 6 months, it might make you a more mature person who is able to ignore replies that maybe don't serve you but which had good intentions.

You know, it's easy to be a hero with a keyboard in your hands.

As for my "Zen" attitude, leave it up on me to decide - I'm here to develop it, not to pretend that I have it.

I like so much this forum and the constructive experiences shared by people that are in continuous development. Hope it will continue as it is.

Best luck