RainbowAbyss Woman Magnet journal

[Majordomus]

I am starting to develop a bit of a dilemma
Before starting WM I was very happy and still
my number one goal was creating the lifestyle
as advertised by WM, as I had experienced it before
and it just so awesome, now that is still my number
one goal at this point in my life, that lifestyle, but at the same
I honestly am now seeing alot of the ways I can only feel happy when
being successful with woman, and a lot of the ways I am not independently
powerful, and self motivated, do u guys think this is WM bring this sh-t
up before healing it or are these kind of things not even addressed in WM?
I mean aside from turning u into a man who has it handled with woman, how does
it change u as a man period? Like I still feel reserved and like I am almost always waiting
not always acting out of my intentions but letting things come to me,
which they do and which is awesome but I want to be proactive as well
with women and with life, and I feel held back, not with fear but with indifference at better
times and apathy at worse times
I hear u guys doing the alpha set talk about that powerful calm peace,
being in the zone, and just feeling so happy and badass and motivated for no reason, like
there is a drive inside you
I get this alot with woman magnet but only for brief periods and largely only when around woman.
I am more comfortable by myself now but something about it doesn't seem right.
I thought I was emotionally handled and 'alpha' before I started WM but WM is making me feel both more these things and also making me seriously question them in myself.
I am seriously reconsidering stopping and doing the alpha set because I cant tell what WM is just clearing out and whats been exposed that its not gonna handle. At times I get really depressed and want to switch to the alpha set but WM IS handling the woman issue with is crux for me, I have always loved women, and WM is making it so natural to be around them. I feel like the choice comes down to my life or women, even though both programs seem to cover both, its irrational I dont know, this issue may have nothing to do with the program.

Looks like there is a growing phenomena of guys who come here go get laid only to find out they will rather find themselves and their inner place of genuine strength and let the rest follow..
At least that is what happened to me and it seems to be everywhere around here now, people dropping from WM and switching to AM.
Well, for one thing, it might be that these programs really lead to each other.
I do not know what advice I should give you, but AM is a little jewel, in my opinion, and I am pretty clear it is not a coincidence I ended up here.
My lifepath is becoming both clearer and more adventurous, I seem to be following my unique inner knowing of what I want and where I go and yet I allow a good deal of spontaneity and uncertainty on that path...
Ok, my advice, ask Ryan