10-03-2013, 01:50 PM
STAGE 4 DAY 2...
Guys ... my head is exploading - its so fast that my head is hurting.
Everything is spining and i am so angry and confused that i dont know where i am.
Having "blasts" from past ... all the bad stuff that happend to me is flashing trough out the day. And i am like... "where the hell is this coming from i totall forgot about that"
It was in all stages rough for me in begining ... but this time its on whole new level.
I am just waiting to pick a fight with someone verbally or phisicaly. So much bad energy in me.
And i am tired, so tired.
Guys ... my head is exploading - its so fast that my head is hurting.
Everything is spining and i am so angry and confused that i dont know where i am.
Having "blasts" from past ... all the bad stuff that happend to me is flashing trough out the day. And i am like... "where the hell is this coming from i totall forgot about that"
It was in all stages rough for me in begining ... but this time its on whole new level.
I am just waiting to pick a fight with someone verbally or phisicaly. So much bad energy in me.
And i am tired, so tired.
