09-17-2010, 03:26 PM
I have a question too:
Do you find yourself having more sexual closures with girls?
I am wondering about that gap I perceive in myself between getting attraction and taking it further.
My sex life is zero, yet my ever growing presence and no need for outcome attracts girls to me more and more.
I am wondering if this (no outcome mindset) is not a paradox that works both in and against our favor.
Certain womanizers, namely Cory Skyy or Rion Williams just seemed to have been able to breach it.
Perhaps I am afraid of hurting girls just by sleeping with them.
Yet I know as well first-hand that many of them secretly endeavour fantasies of one night-stands.
And I am not looking for a relationship or should I say official commitment.
I remember you writing in AM journal, you are looking for Mrs Right, but that does not mean celibacy on the way there, dare I presume?
Do you find yourself having more sexual closures with girls?
I am wondering about that gap I perceive in myself between getting attraction and taking it further.
My sex life is zero, yet my ever growing presence and no need for outcome attracts girls to me more and more.
I am wondering if this (no outcome mindset) is not a paradox that works both in and against our favor.
Certain womanizers, namely Cory Skyy or Rion Williams just seemed to have been able to breach it.
Perhaps I am afraid of hurting girls just by sleeping with them.
Yet I know as well first-hand that many of them secretly endeavour fantasies of one night-stands.
And I am not looking for a relationship or should I say official commitment.
I remember you writing in AM journal, you are looking for Mrs Right, but that does not mean celibacy on the way there, dare I presume?
