09-17-2010, 01:41 PM
Things are definitely changing. here is a report form last Saturday; it's basically a pheromone report but it also 'me' too and shows how the sub is making me not just want to go out more but also spread my wings more.
Tonight I've been down to the pub with my Dad and brother to watch a play off game. My friend also turned up. One girl sat across from us was eyeing me up all night long, I also got several smiles of different girls as I walked into the place. I'm not making excuses up but I don't mix family and dating so I didn't follow up on any of it.
Tomorrow I've again randomly decided to drive out to a different city for a night out. I just assume some friends will follow. The Alpha set took me to the point where I can be the passive leader in most situations, but now I'm finding myself becoming more and more a natural, direct leader and organiser. Actually pursuing leadership; or rather organising something and just assuming others will follow. Enjoying being the one to organise rather than see it as a burden.
These are the things I'm noticing: much more social around others, I feel more genuine connections with everyone I talk too, a lot more comfort, more desire to organise and naturally lead, more desire to push out of my comfort zone and do things I wouldn't normally do, girls naturally responding to me in ways I can't quite understand.
Quote:Anone works great for me but only, and only when, I wear low doses and buffer it with high doses of other molecules.
On Saturday night I normally go out round the clubs in town; last Saturday however there was a northern soul night on so me and my friends decided to stay in. When it came to it though I really didn't want to stay in. Stage 2 of Women Magnet is really forcing me to get out and socialise. With itchy, impatient feet, I spontaneously decided to order a trip to a big city an hour out from my town (which is close to a city in itself) I rang two friends up and charmed them into it. I was driving, so no drinking for me. We got into the city at about half 11, I think, and went straight to the club. This club was, and always in, a complete sweat-fest. I, like everyone else, was dripping in sweat 2-3 hours after being there. It was one of those kind of places. This was my first time testing project UF and I wore 2 sprays of MX391; solo off course. I'll report the hit's I got before I we got too sweaty and left:
Firstly the self effects where very smooth. It didn't have that initial anone , confidence, player-feeling rush I've come accustomed too from MX292 and even Ammo . The self effects where much more subtle and gradual. Eventually I felt that centre-of-the-universe-machoness but it was very organic and sort of existed at a distance from me rather than take me over.
The first hit I noticed was to become the bane of my night; this girl who I didn't find attractive was hovering around me trying to get my attention all night long. No matter where I want she was next to me.
The second hit was great: one girl on the dance floor pushes her friend into me to get my attention. Even my friend - to put it politely he isn't one to pick up on IOI 's subtle or otherwise - noticed this and pointed it out to me. I was just enjoying myself and pushing my luck by seeing how blatant this mix would tempt the girl to be. I carried on playing dumb and then it came a very direct hit, that you simply don't see here often in the UK. She walks over, says hello, asks me if I want to dance, starts dancing very erotic against me and then makes all the further moves from there on. Deliberately no effort on my part. This mix is fool proof.
Other hits I got was just a lot of looks, proximity and other casual, from a distance, IOI 's. I can't wait to try this mix again in my own town, with a bit of effort on my part and not as much sweat.
Tonight I've been down to the pub with my Dad and brother to watch a play off game. My friend also turned up. One girl sat across from us was eyeing me up all night long, I also got several smiles of different girls as I walked into the place. I'm not making excuses up but I don't mix family and dating so I didn't follow up on any of it.
Tomorrow I've again randomly decided to drive out to a different city for a night out. I just assume some friends will follow. The Alpha set took me to the point where I can be the passive leader in most situations, but now I'm finding myself becoming more and more a natural, direct leader and organiser. Actually pursuing leadership; or rather organising something and just assuming others will follow. Enjoying being the one to organise rather than see it as a burden.
These are the things I'm noticing: much more social around others, I feel more genuine connections with everyone I talk too, a lot more comfort, more desire to organise and naturally lead, more desire to push out of my comfort zone and do things I wouldn't normally do, girls naturally responding to me in ways I can't quite understand.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung