09-13-2013, 02:03 PM
Day 13
Interesting day today.
I seem to be bouncing between moments of no confidence and moments where I feel on top of the world, all in the same day.
Took the public transit to the mall, to clear my head a bit and to grab some dinner. This hot latina with her friend starts eyeing me like crazy on the bus. I mean literally every time I looked at this girl, shes looking right back at me, even when she's continuing to talk to her friend. The bus was completely packed too, so I'd see her peering through other people looking at me. I'm pretty sure the subliminal is at work, since I've never noticed anything like this before. Girls (not a lot of attractive ones sadly) were all sitting around me too. It was too weird.
Anyways I went and walked around the mall, then enjoyed my dinner in the food court. I'm just about to finish and I see the latina girl and her friend out of the corner of my eye and they noticed me. I heard her whispering to her friend - then they sat behind me.
I would've approached but I still have huge approach anxiety. Most of the girls in my past I've met through friends or work, so I've never really gone up to a stranger chick and started chatting her up.
Another thing I noticed from running the AM subliminal at night are the dreams. I've never had so many dreams in my life. I'm having dreams then waking up at least 5-7 times a night.
Interesting day today.
I seem to be bouncing between moments of no confidence and moments where I feel on top of the world, all in the same day.
Took the public transit to the mall, to clear my head a bit and to grab some dinner. This hot latina with her friend starts eyeing me like crazy on the bus. I mean literally every time I looked at this girl, shes looking right back at me, even when she's continuing to talk to her friend. The bus was completely packed too, so I'd see her peering through other people looking at me. I'm pretty sure the subliminal is at work, since I've never noticed anything like this before. Girls (not a lot of attractive ones sadly) were all sitting around me too. It was too weird.
Anyways I went and walked around the mall, then enjoyed my dinner in the food court. I'm just about to finish and I see the latina girl and her friend out of the corner of my eye and they noticed me. I heard her whispering to her friend - then they sat behind me.
I would've approached but I still have huge approach anxiety. Most of the girls in my past I've met through friends or work, so I've never really gone up to a stranger chick and started chatting her up.
Another thing I noticed from running the AM subliminal at night are the dreams. I've never had so many dreams in my life. I'm having dreams then waking up at least 5-7 times a night.
